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Friday, April 25, 2014

Tak Mau Sayang Yang Lain

Rindu... Suami kerja pulak hari Sabtu. Takpe kan Sayang, nak cari rezeki. While I'm staying at home and do some chores, thinking of what will happen to our life in the next 2 years. I suke la tau nak fikir benda jangka panjang pendek macam tu. Pelik gila kan. Does it make sense??

I see us in 2 years time holding our children of our own and walk away for a better life than now. I didn't regret for what I have now but I always proud for being Sayang's wife and him sending me to heaven with this beautiful relationship of ours. Banyak gile motivasi dari idola I. Tak sangka, she came up with her stories while we're having something that can't be solve now. Its not only us, Sayang. There are strangers out there that felt the same way we do, NOW.

When I was sick, my husband took a very good care of me. Takkan dengan senang-senang I nak lupakan Sayang. Takkan senang-senang I nak abaikan Sayang. Takkan senang-senang I nak kecikkan hati Sayang. Tak kisah pun orang nak pandang life kitorang macam mana sebab satu je I pegang,

Tanpamu, hilanglah manjaku.

I tak mau Sayang yang lain, sebab I selesa dah tidur bawah ketiak Sayang, peluk perut Sayang dan lentok dekat dada Sayang. I tak mau, tak mau, tak mau Sayang lain, sebab I suka makanan yang Sayang masakkan. I seronok hidup macam ni dengan Sayang. Tak senang macam orang lain, mewah sana sini. Makan cukup-cukup je, masih dapat jamu tetamu, kiranya Alhamdulillah.

Terasa nak berbicara, sebab hati terasa. Dengan macam-macam. Kiri kanan depan belakang, kerusi meja dinding pintu, atas bawah siling lantai semuanya bercakap. Bercakap merungut-rungut tak tentu butirnya. Tak salah kalau nak bercakap, hak masing-masing berdasarkan kewarasan fikiran, tapi mulut tu Allah yang pinjamkan.

I tak heran orang nak kata, "gediklah kau Wanie, poyo lah kau Wanie, loser lah kau Wanie," u all lagi loser sebab tak berpijak atas kaki I kot :) Its ok, people can talk much about us but only Allah knows what is the best for us. 

Manja. Tembam. Comel. Geram. Semualah!



p.s. ini ialah draft yang dah sekian lama KIV. Abaikan kata-kata di perenggan pertama. 


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