Pemalu? Atau Anti-Sosial?

I've been blog-walking everywhere lately and I saw many bloggers with their beautiful blog. I sendiri pun tak pasti, adakah I seorang pemalu atau I seorang yang anti-social. Huuuurrrmmmm. Why I said that? Kerana I suka membaca corak penulisan bloggers semua ini dan mereka semua hebat. Sungguh. Rasa kerdil sangat dengan diri sendiri, dimana, I tak patut berasa begitu. Ye, semua orang ada keistimewaan masing-masing :)

 

I berkata begini sebab I've been following a few blogs that always caught my attention with its contents and I saw one interesting post about 'Kelab Blogger' hahahaha! I just saw the post and I was like, "wow, I never knew about this." The community of the club is BLOGGERS, a lot of them! Jap, apa kejadah bercakap bahasa omputih ni???? I turned to be someone else when I got too excited towards something. Boleh pulak macam gitu hihihi.

 

Mengaku sekaranglah, I sebenarnya pemalu dan kalau boleh bila berjalan depan orang pun I nak pakai mask biar orang tak boleh nampak muka nervous dan peluh-peluh I. Even, dalam soalan Psikometri di peperiksaan yang lepas, beberapa soalan yang berkaitan, "Adakah anda akan memulakan perbualan dengan orang yang anda tidak kenali?" My answer was really, "NO!" dan inilah kejujurannya. Don't ever get me wrong, I memang gitu, pemalu tak tentu hala. Please, jangan kata I anti-social. Nak tau I anti-social ke pemalu ke sila tanyakan pada kawan-kawan rapat I, Wondergirldix, KAMI dan Gojez Gegerl and BoiBoi. Takde maknanya pemalu dan anti-social haih! Gi la tanye diorang siapa yang gila sebenarnya. Hik!~

 

Inilah realitinya dengan seorang insan bernama SAMANI (bukan nama sebenar). I hanya beramas mesra dengan orang yang betul-betul I kenal dan boleh dibawa berbincang hehe. Honestly, my first impression is a MUST for me to get to know people. Sesiapa pun, termasuk ahli keluarga. Honestly lagi sekali, keluarga sendiri pun I ada yang malu-malu kucing bila bersembang. Tapi, kalau orang tu dah hari-hari dihadap mukanya saja, I'll be as wild as a cat! Huh? Cat??? Nak tau rahsia? Sedangkan Nuffnang tu pun I baru join dalam tahun ni walaupun jari dah hampir haus sebab ber'blog' sejak 2010. Cuma, blog lama jangan dikenang kerana Ruang Kosong Teman Pengganti ni la pengubat rasa I untuk menaip.

 

Di dalam kelab blogger tersebut I tengok ramai bloggers yang share link mereka di samping penulisan-penulisan yang menarik dan penuh dengan info yang baik. And I get back to my waniesekuntum.blogspot.com and I talked to myself,

 

"No, you're not like them, they had so many followers with the minimum number of 100, they're already famous and shine bright like a diamond! You, Samani just should stay here and write whatever you wanna write without anyone concern what language do you use to express your feelings and excitement. Just stay here, be yourself and they'll find you whenever they want any informative post from your blog."

 

And suddenly, the other side of me said,

 

"Go! Make friends! Enjoy your blogging and share more information with people. Your talent is one of a kind, don't misjudge yourself with those negatively thoughts that can kill you one day. Everybody is different from everybody. The girl with the blue scarf was busying herself on writing poems and that lady over there was searching more and more stuffs on TTC. And you, right here writing on your life journey and about what you love the most."

 

Eh, main-main bercakap sesama sendiri kepada diri sendiri pulak. Nanti my Sayang ingat I ada invisible friend. Kot diingatnya ada Saka lagi lah parah kot! Hahahaha kidding. As you can see above, my blog post always longer than anyone else eventhough I wrote just about me for almost everyday. I just love writing and I love reading it again and again.

 

Kesimpulan dari cerita diatas, I pun dah request untuk menyertai kelab blogger tersebut dan I harap owner group itu akan approve my humble request to join the community. Maklumlah, nak join masak memasak punye community, I memang tak hardcore punye cook. I cuma extreme, passionate dan crazy towards writing je. Suka lah dengar keyboard tu bunyi ketik ketik ketik. Kalau boleh, kemana-mana I nak bawa laptop. Ada ilham je terus ketik ketik ketik.